10.20.2010

Worries

Have you noticed that there is so much time spent on worrying on things that are irreverent to anything in your life, or the lives of those around you? An example of this would be "being a parent would be so great, too bad I wouldn't be great at it", or "college would be so fun! Too bad it's not for me", or "relationships seem so amazing! If only I had someone to date..." Long story short, we're worrying about a future that hasn't even come yet, or we're unsure if it even will ever come in the first place!!! If everyone spent as much time DOING things as they did WORRY about things, then there would definitely be a lot more done, and this world would be wonderful! Knowing full well, that I'm a complete hypocrite for even saying this to you...but HEY! Wake up, when are we going to stop WAITING for something to happen, and MAKE something happen? When will we go out and live our dreams, instead of thinking about them all the time. When will you go be who you want to be and do what you want to do, instead of doing things while thinking of the sake of other people first? If you're already doing these things, then that's great! Hey...just as a heads up, I'll be writing in my blog as if I'm talking to myself, so if I actually help you in some way...that's great!

What have I done in my life that I could have not with the excuse of fear? Well, this quarter (of school), I have admitted my feelings to two different guys that I like within the span of a couple months, and was shot down both times. In art class, I have been stretching myself to the limit with art ideas, always trying new things that I have NEVER done in my life. Finally...I'm going to ask someone, something...that could possibly change my life. Of course I could expand of that topic and go forever...but this "certain boy", might be reading this post.

P.S. I'm boy crazy, so I might just talk about boys...A LOT on this blog...and that's perfectly okay, considering this is my blog, and can say whatever I want to! :P